Love in the Real World... Sort Of

I know I shouldn't, but I am that stereotypical "teeny-bopper" girl who is way too old to fall in love with vampires. My gosh, can you blame a girl? Edward Cullen is the the ultimate man. Not only does he sparkle, which makes him even more appealing (don't ask because, quite frankly, we really have no idea why), but he also manages to be a gentleman, remaining true to his old-fashioned morals and values. He treats Bella like the queen that she is as he serenades her with his poetic words of love and desire. He protects her from all evil, even at the cost of his life, if need be. Who could ask for anything more?

I know I say this at the risk of sounding completely unrealistic and far too old to continue to believe in such childish fairytales, but what if it's real? What if love like this does exist? Perhaps society has been too brainwashing, telling us to focus on "the real world" and to get our "heads out of the clouds", but quite frankly, I like my clouds and I think I'll keep them. I need something to believe in. I have been single for the past nine months after a nasty break up with the father of my children. I am now a single mother of two under two and incredibly lonely. I cannot believe that I will be spending the rest of my days changing diapers, wiping boogers, and toting backpacks. There has to be more than this life and to me than "mommy". Who is Morgan and what does Morgan want?

Morgan wants to find love. I want a man that will love my children and me unconditionally. I want a protector, a lover, a man that will fight for me. I'm tired of the games, the drama, and the one night stands. Has all value that was once placed on love been lost in the scuffle of life and the gratification of meaningless fornication? I still believe in the fairytale, though I haven't had much luck in finding my own. Come along on this journey to finding Mr. Right. I wonder how many frogs I'll really have to kiss. This could get very interesting....